Love Me Tonight
Chapter 24: Threads of Peace

Naina had only ever read in books about people whose faces seemed to reflect their kindness; an enduring charm that did not fade with age, where wrinkles only added depth and character. That description came back to her the moment she saw the woman who had stepped forward to greet them.

She was dressed in a faded cotton saree, draped in the traditional village style so that the hem ended just above her ankles. Simple gold bangles circled her wrists and small earrings glinted faintly in the afternoon light. But it was her eyes that caught Naina’s attention—bright, warm, and filled with a quiet compassion that spoke of years of lived experience.

For a brief moment, Naina felt as though she was looking at the kindest grandmother in the world.

The woman folded her hands in greeting. “Namaskar. Amar naam Kalpana.”

Barun immediately translated for them. Both Sameer and Naina returned the greeting, and before they could say anything further, a man hurried out from inside the house. He told them he was the woman’s son, Indranil, but then added that they could call him Choton. Barun explained how almost every Bengali had a bhalo naam which meant official name, and a daak naam which was a nickname given with affection by family or friends. This immediately led Naina to ask if Barun also had a nickname, and he was a little flustered as he informed that his family called him Bubai.

 

Indranil and his wife, Mitali, were the ones who ran the small guesthouse, while their mother helped with the cooking and entertained guests with stories from her younger days. Naina hesitated for a moment before asking how they should address them. Barun translated her question. 

The elderly woman smiled kindly, “amake didima bole daako. Amar chele ke Choton da, aur bou ke boudi.”

Barun explained with a grin, “Didima means grandmother. Da is what you call an older brother or a respected elder man, and boudi means bhabhi.”

Naina nodded happily. She liked having a way to address the elderly woman with affection. It was also a relief to discover that Indranil and Mitali understood Hindi reasonably well and could speak a little of it too; otherwise poor Barun would have had to translate every single conversation.

 

The room they were shown was spacious and simple. The first thing Naina noticed was the deep red floor – a smooth, polished surface unlike anything she had seen before. The walls were painted a soft yellow, and two tube lights illuminated the room.

The bed was low and neatly made with a plain white bedsheet. A thick quilt lay folded on top, encased in a multicolored hand-woven cover with eccentric geometric patterns.

A wooden desk stood in one corner with a sturdy chair beside it. Near the window were two rattan chairs placed around a small coffee table. 

On the wall hung a single black-and-white photograph of an old temple. Apart from that, the room had very little decoration.

It was basic. And yet it possessed a quiet rustic charm.

A red wooden door opposite the bed led to the bathroom. It was clean and well maintained, though instead of a shower there was a large bucket and a metal tumbler.

Mitali explained apologetically that hot water would be brought every morning whenever they needed it.

 

Barun’s room was next to theirs. After they had freshened up with some hot water that had been brought for them, they stepped out into the courtyard again. The women were sitting beside an earthen structure that Naina soon realized was a wood-fired chulha. Curious, she walked toward them immediately, eager to watch the cooking. Sameer naturally followed her, while Barun hovered nearby in case translation became necessary.

Mitali looked up and smiled. “Aaj ka khana simple hai,” she said. “Jaise aap logon ne pehle bola tha.”

When Naina looked puzzled, Sameer clarified, “maine kaha tha. I thought hum late pahochenge aur thake hue honge, toh raat ko non-veg khane se agar tabiyat kharab ho toh, isiliye…”

She nodded, “kya bana rahe ho aap log? Main dekh sakti hun?”

Mitali smiled and nodded, welcoming her to sit, “betho… aaj hum begun bhaja, chena-aloo r dalna, roti aur rice banayega. Mishti me makha sandesh.”

Barun opened his mouth to translate, but was stopped when Naina tilted her head and mused, “begun matlab baingan, aur bhaja yaane fried… matlab fried baingan… Chena yaane paneer… dalna kya hota hai?”

Mitali giggled, “dalna ki hoy jiges korche maa.” (maa, she is asking what is dalna.)

Kalpana smiled, “dalna ek rakam er torkari r prastuti… olpo jhol, ektu makha-makha… nana rakam sabji diye banano jaaye.” (dalna is a type of preparation… little gravy, bit thick in consistency… it can be made with different vegetables.)

Barun translated the explanation, and then added, “makha sandesh ek type ka sweet hai… it’s freshly made and eaten on the same day. Usually, yeh winters me banate hai jab nolen gur milta hai. It’s made from the sap of a date palm tree.”

Naina grinned, “maine padha hai yeh… khajur ka gud.”

Sameer hummed, “maine isse pehle gur ka rasgulla khaya hai… wahi gud?”

Barun nodded, “haan… aap log Kolkata se leke jaana Mumbai… Kheer bahot achchi banti hai iss gur ki.”

Naina added it to her growing mental shopping list as she continued to watch them cook, asking curious questions about the spices being used. The meal that followed was simple yet deeply comforting, and Naina found herself thinking once again that she really needed to introduce more Bengali dishes into their meals at home; they were so light, yet wonderfully flavourful. For instance, she had never imagined that such a delicious paneer dish could be prepared without using onion or garlic.

 

The next morning they were up early to go to the temple. Kamarpukur was a quiet rural village in the Hooghly district of Bengal, where life moved to the slow rhythm of fields, ponds, and temple bells. Mud paths wound between clusters of modest homes, and beyond them stretched wide green fields that changed colour with the seasons. In the early mornings, the air carried the faint fragrance of damp earth and paddy, while the sound of conch shells and distant bells from village shrines drifted softly across the landscape.

This seemingly ordinary village held extraordinary significance, for it was here that Sri Ramakrishna Paramahamsa was born on 18 February 1836 to Khudiram Chattopadhyaya and Chandramani Devi. In his childhood he was known as Gadadhar, a boy who grew up among the ponds, temples, and open skies of Kamarpukur. The village lay along an old pilgrimage route leading to Puri, and wandering monks, pilgrims, and storytellers often passed through its roads. Their songs, stories, and devotional practices quietly shaped the spiritual atmosphere in which the young Gadadhar spent his early years.

Years later, the village became a place of pilgrimage for countless devotees who wished to visit the birthplace of the mystic saint. At the centre of Kamarpukur stood the Temple of Sri Ramakrishna, built by the Ramakrishna Math in 1951 on the sacred ground associated with his birth. The temple rose simply yet gracefully, and within it a serene marble image of Sri Ramakrishna invited visitors into silence and contemplation.

Walking through Kamarpukur, one could still sense the gentle stillness that had surrounded the village for generations. The ponds reflected quiet skies, palm trees swayed softly in the breeze, and the occasional ringing of temple bells seemed to echo through the lanes. It was a place where the ordinary life of a village blended with a deeper spiritual presence, making Kamarpukur not only the birthplace of a saint, but also a landscape of memory, devotion, and enduring peace.

Naina sat inside the temple, her gaze fixed on the serene sculpture of Sri Ramakrishna. Her mind wandered through the events of the past few months. The storm of emotions that had followed that night in October… the loneliness that had wrestled with her first fragile taste of independence in the months that followed… the constant battle between her heart and mind since Sameer had found her again… and finally, the moment she had revealed her past to him.

She felt lighter than she ever had in her life – almost as if a heavy burden had been lifted from her shoulders.

She knew it wasn’t truly over yet. There would still be questions. They would have to talk again. And then there was the matter of Preeti, and the unsettling fact that Sameer knew her bua-dadi; something she had deliberately chosen not to think about for now.

But for the moment, she wanted to let everything rest.

For a few days, she simply wanted to enjoy the trip he had planned so thoughtfully for her.

Sameer kept glancing at her from the corner of his eye, wondering why she was so still. Naina was often quiet, and he had grown used to her long spells of silence. But this was different. She wasn’t even blinking or shifting slightly.

After a while, he couldn’t stop himself. He reached out and lightly brushed his fingers along her foot.

 

Her toes curled instinctively. She turned toward him with a small, inquisitive smile.

“Are you okay?” he whispered.

She nodded and gestured that they could step outside now. He immediately rose and helped her to her feet.

They walked slowly around the temple compound, stopping first at the small Kali shrine to offer their prayers. Afterwards, he led her toward the riverbank, and they settled once again on the stone steps.

Naina drew in a deep breath of the fresh, clean air.

“Kitni shanti hai na yahan pe.”

Sameer nodded. Despite the steady flow of pilgrims, the temple grounds remained peaceful. People seemed to instinctively respect the sanctity of the place.

“Thank you,” she said softly, a gentle smile touching her lips. “Yeh trip plan karne ke liye.”

He looked at her, slightly amazed that such a simple trip could make her so content.

“Hum aur trips pe jayenge,” he promised. “Tumhe jahan man ho, wahan.”

She laughed lightly.

“Bahut jald kahin nahi jaa payenge.”

He frowned. “Kyun?”

“Third trimester mein ghumna difficult hoga,” she explained calmly. “Flight mein baithne ki permission nahi milegi, aur car se long distance jaana bhi mushkil hoga… aur uske baad…”

She paused, her hand resting instinctively over her stomach.

“Bachcha chhota hoga. Saara time uske peeche hi jayega.”

Sameer followed her gaze toward the slow-moving river. For a few moments he didn’t say anything. The sunlight shimmered across the water, scattering small flashes of light that danced along the surface.

He watched them quietly, letting her words sink in.

A faint sadness crept into his chest at the thought that they wouldn’t be able to take trips like this for a while. Yet, alongside it, there was also a quiet excitement—an anticipation he couldn’t quite suppress—about the baby’s arrival.

Even though Naina had never once called it their baby.

A small, uncomfortable tightness stirred in his chest. He rubbed the spot absently, surprised by how much the feeling lingered.

He reminded himself that Naina agreeing to marry him had been a miracle in itself. Moving into his home had been another step. Trusting him enough to reveal her past had been something he had never expected to receive so soon.

Each step had felt like a hard-won victory in the long, uncertain journey of earning her love. He was involved in every practical decision about the baby now. But what he longed for was something simpler and far more personal: acknowledgment. He wanted his name written on the form at Dr. Suchitra’s clinic under Father. He wanted Naina to say it plainly – that he was the baby’s father. He wanted to hear her call it their baby, not just her baby.

Compartmentalizing his thoughts for now, he said in a light tone, “tab toh hume next 1-2 mahine me kaafi trips kar lene chahiye.”

She chuckled, “dekh lenge.”

 

The day unfolded at an unhurried pace. After returning from the temple, they had a quick breakfast, and then, as usual, Naina drifted toward the kitchen, drawn by the comforting rhythm of cooking. The air inside was warm and fragrant with mustard oil, and the soft crackling sound of spices hitting the hot pan filled the small space with life.

The kitchen itself was simple and earthy. A clay chulha burned steadily in one corner, thin wisps of wood smoke curling upward as a blackened iron kadhai rested over the flame. The faint smell of burning firewood mingled with the sharper aroma of spices.

Naina was delighted when Didima allowed her to slide the marinated brinjals carefully into the hot oil. The slices sizzled immediately, tiny bubbles dancing around them as they slowly turned golden. Didima crouched beside the chulha, patiently explaining how to watch the colour and judge the right moment to turn them over.

Soon an impromptu lesson began on Bengali spices – radhuni, kaalo jeere, and panch phoron. Didima opened small steel containers one by one, letting Naina smell each spice before sprinkling it into the pan. Naina listened attentively, repeating the unfamiliar names under her breath and quickly adding them to her growing shopping list.

Nearby, Mitali sat on a low wooden stool beside the chulha, working with practiced ease. Naina watched with interest as she mashed the boiled potatoes with the fragrant tadka she had prepared earlier, shaping the mixture into neat circular balls that would later be fried.

From the doorway, Sameer leaned quietly against the frame, unnoticed for a while. He watched Naina moving about the kitchen, her face bright with curiosity, asking questions and laughing softly whenever Didima corrected her technique. There was something strangely comforting about the sight; about how naturally she seemed to belong in this small, bustling space. For a moment, he allowed himself to imagine what life might look like if such simple afternoons became part of their everyday routine.

Today’s lunch also included fish – rui, or rohu – which everyone insisted was rich in calcium and omega-3 and therefore very good for her during pregnancy. The curry simmered gently in another pot over the chulha, its gravy made with tomatoes and a smooth mustard paste that released a sharp, earthy aroma into the air. There were greens as well, which Naina was told were a regular part of their meals. Today’s dish was poi saag (malabar spinach)cooked together with pumpkin, potatoes, brinjal, and matar dal bori, the small sun-dried lentil dumplings that added a pleasant crunch to the dish. The combination, Didima explained, was called chorchori. And of course there was masur dal, gently tempered with the unmistakable fragrance of radhuni.

 

By the time the cooking was done, the kitchen was filled with the warm smells of mustard oil, fried brinjal, and freshly roasted spices. Naina stepped back for a moment, wiping her hands on the edge of her dupatta, feeling a quiet satisfaction she hadn’t expected from something as simple as watching a meal come together.

 

The winter evening in Kamarpukur settled gently over the village as Sameer and Naina stepped out for a walk. The sunlight had turned mellow and golden, casting long shadows along the narrow mud paths. A faint chill lingered in the air, and Naina wrapped her shawl a little tighter around herself.

They walked past ponds edged with tall grass and coconut trees. The still water reflected the fading colours of the sky. Somewhere in the distance a cowbell clinked lazily, and the faint ringing of temple bells floated across the quiet air.

Children ran past them chasing a rubber ball, their laughter echoing through the lane. Outside a small house an old man sat wrapped in a shawl, warming his hands around a glass of steaming tea.

Naina paused beside a pond. “Kitni shanti hai na yahan pe,” she said softly.

Sameer nodded. “Haan… yahan aake lagta hai jaise waqt thoda dheere chal raha hai.”

They walked a little further before he said casually, “Kal subah Bishnupur chalte hain.”

She looked at him with curiosity. “Workshop visit?”

“Haan,” he replied. “Jaise tumhe pata hai, SJM ka jo rural textile program hai… usi ke silsile mein. Is baar hum Baluchari saree pe kaam kar rahe hain.”

Naina smiled slightly. She had heard him speak about the initiative many times – how his company tried to revive traditional crafts from small villages and bring them into the larger fashion industry.

Sameer continued thoughtfully, “Mujhe lagta hai saree ko sirf ek conservative Indian outfit samajhna galat hai. It has so much potential. Agar theek se present kiya jaye toh international fashion markets mein bhi log is craftsmanship ko appreciate karenge.”

Naina looked at him with quiet amusement, “tum business opportunities har jagah dekh lete ho.”

Sameer laughed softly, “shayad. Lekin kabhi kabhi business kisi khoobsurat cheez ko bachane ka tareeka bhi ban sakta hai.”

They walked a little longer before heading back as the winter evening deepened and the village slowly settled into night.

 

The next morning the air was still cool when they stepped outside. It was so early that a thin layer of mist lingered over the fields. Barun was already waiting beside the car, “Chalein, sir?”

“Chalo Bishnupur,” Sameer said.

The drive took them through quiet villages waking up to the day. By the time they reached Bishnupur the winter sun had begun to warm the earth. Before heading to the workshop Sameer stopped at a small local eatery. “Pehle breakfast,” he said.

They sat on wooden benches while plates of hot matar kachori arrived, puffed and golden, accompanied by a mildly spiced potato curry. Steam rose from clay cups of sweet milky tea.

Naina tore a piece of kachori and tasted it. “Bahut achha hai,” she said with a small smile.Sameer nodded approvingly. “Bengal mein breakfast simple hota hai, lekin taste kamaal ka hota hai.”

 

Their first stop after breakfast was a weaving workshop. Inside the long shaded room stood several wooden handlooms arranged in rows. The steady tak-tak-tak of the looms echoed across the hall. Bundles of dyed silk threads hung neatly from wooden beams – deep maroon, indigo blue, burnt orange and gold.

Naina stood beside one loom watching carefully. The weaver lifted the partially woven saree to show them. The silk shimmered softly and along the pallu small figures from the Ramayana were slowly emerging.

“Design pehle graph paper par banate hain,” the master weaver explained. “Phir jacquard cards banate hain. Tab weaving start hoti hai.”

“Ek saree banane mein kitna time lagta hai?” Naina asked.

“Do hafte… kabhi kabhi teen.”

Sameer discussed dyeing processes and production scale with the workshop owner while Naina remained absorbed in watching the loom.

Thread by thread the story appeared. Almost like patience being woven into silk.

 

From there they drove to the famous terracotta temples. The Rasmancha stood majestically in the open grounds, its layered arches rising gracefully under the winter sun.

At the Shyam Rai Temple, every inch of the walls was covered in terracotta carvings – warriors on horses, musicians playing instruments, dancers, and scenes from Krishna’s life.

Naina walked slowly around the temple walls. “Lagta hai jaise poori kahani deewar par likhi hui hai,” she said.

Sameer nodded, “Yeh temples lagbhag chaar sau saal purane hain. Malla kings ne banwaye the.”

The warm red laterite bricks glowed beautifully in the winter light. Before leaving the temple complex, Sameer suggested they visit one more structure. 

“This is the Jor Bangla Temple,” he said as they approached the unusual building. Unlike the other temples, its roof resembled two traditional Bengali huts joined together. The walls were covered in terracotta panels so detailed that each section seemed like a miniature painting.

“Yeh temple seventeenth century ka hai,” Sameer explained. “Malla kings ne banwaya tha. Bishnupur us time ek powerful kingdom tha.”

Naina leaned closer to the carvings. Tiny soldiers marched across the panels. Elsewhere musicians played instruments, dancers twirled, and scenes from the Mahabharata and Krishna’s life appeared in delicate relief. 

“Unhone apni kahaniyan patthar par likh di,” she murmured.

Sameer nodded, “Terracotta yahan ka signature craft ban gaya. Temples ho, pottery ho, sab mein wahi tradition dikhta hai.”

They stood quietly for a moment, the warm winter sunlight illuminating the red laterite bricks. History here did not feel distant. It felt alive.

 

By afternoon they were hungry again. Barun took them to a small family-run place where they served home-style thali. They sat at a wooden table while a large saal leaf plate was placed in front of them. The meal arrived slowly, course by course.

First came a small portion of shukto, the mildly bitter vegetable stew.

“Yeh Bengal ka traditional start hota hai,” Sameer explained.

Then came moong dal, aloo bhaja, and crisp beguni. Next a fragrant fish curry with potatoes and cauliflower was served with steaming rice.

Naina ate quietly, enjoying the comforting flavours. After the meal the server brought tomato chutney followed by soft nolen gur er rasogolla.

“Winter special,” Sameer said with a grin. She smiled as he enthusiastically gobbled up the sweet.

 

Before leaving town they wandered through the local market. Rows of stalls displayed beautiful terracotta crafts. Naina examined delicate terracotta earrings. Before she could put them down Sameer had already bought them.

“Tumhare liye,” he said simply. She shook her head but smiled. Soon her attention shifted to home décor. She carefully chose a terracotta wall hanging showing a village landscape, and another depicting Radha and Krishna beneath a kadamba tree.

“Yeh wala  living room mein achha lagega,” she said thoughtfully.

She also selected a tall terracotta diya, “yeh mandir ke liye,” she said.

Sameer added a carved conch shell to the purchases. Finally he stopped at a silk store displaying Baluchari sarees. He unfolded one carefully. Deep maroon silk shimmered under the light, the pallu woven with scenes from Krishna’s life.

“Yeh workshop wale weaver ka hai,” he said quietly. He handed it to her with a small, almost proud smile. “Tumpe yeh wala bahut achha lagega.”

For a moment she said nothing. Her brows knit slightly as she looked down at the treasure he had so casually placed in her hands. Never in her life had anyone cared for her in this way – spoiled her with such thoughtfulness, considered her wishes so gently, or made her feel so quietly cherished. The feeling was both exhilarating and unsettling.

The drive back to Kamarpukur was peaceful. The winter sun slowly dipped behind the fields while Barun drove through the quiet countryside. Palm trees stood like silhouettes against the fading sky, and small village fires had begun to glow beside roadside houses. Naina watched the landscape pass by silently. The day had felt full in a way she hadn’t experienced for a long time.

 

Didima was waiting in the courtyard when they returned. “Eso eso. Kiram laglo Bishnupur?” she asked.

Naina sat beside her immediately and began describing everything – the weaving workshop, the rhythmic sound of the looms, the terracotta temples glowing in the sun, and the market full of handcrafted pottery. Didima listened with quiet interest while Mitali laid out dinner.

Hot rotis, a Bengali vegetable curry, egg kosha, and a serving of steaming rice. After dinner Mitali brought small plates of cham-cham, the syrupy sweetness perfectly ending the meal. The house slowly filled with the comforting warmth of food and conversation.

 

Later that night, after everyone had gone to sleep, Naina opened the cloth bag containing the Baluchari saree. The silk shimmered softly under the dim light. She unfolded it carefully, running her fingers across the intricate weaving on the pallu – the tiny figures of Krishna and the delicate floral patterns along the border.

For a moment she simply stood there, holding the fabric. Sameer’s quiet voice interrupted her thoughts, “pasand aaya?”

She turned. He was leaning against the doorway. She nodded slowly, “bahut sundar hai.”

Sameer watched her for a moment. In the soft light, the deep maroon silk seemed to glow against her hands. For a brief second he imagined her wearing it – the pallu falling gracefully across her shoulder, the intricate weaving catching the light. The image lingered in his mind longer than he expected. Naina folded the saree carefully and placed it back inside the bag.

 

The next morning they would leave Kamarpukur and return to Kolkata. The short village trip had been planned almost casually, yet it had turned into something far more meaningful.

As Naina lay down to sleep that night, the memories of the past two days drifted through her mind – the quiet temple in Kamarpukur, the rhythmic looms of Bishnupur, the red terracotta temples glowing under winter sunlight, and the simple warmth of Didima’s home.

For the first time in many months, the heaviness inside her heart felt a little lighter. And she knew that long after they returned to the hurried life of Mumbai, this brief village journey would remain one of the gentlest memories she carried with her. As for her and Sameer – Like the Baluchari silk she had watched being woven thread by thread, the fragile peace between them also felt as though it was slowly, patiently taking shape.

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